Once my most beloved cousin.
the next moment, just because of a simple comment made out of joke- we became total strangers.
I'll regret this mistake I made till my dying day.
It was my fault, but now I no longer call it my fault.
I've got other better things to do then to care so much. I've done my part.
For you to childishly block me in MSN, I'm sorry to say: my impression of you has changed.
This was a topic of joke for years, why the sudden sensitivity?
It may be selfish of me to blame you, since it was directly my bad.
Plus, the issue was never something I have ever felt the pain of.
Being so insensitive to others' feelings and thinking it as a joke, may not seem so to others.
My bad.
That makes me a bitch.
I suppose calling myself this term, further proves it.
Weird random thoughts. Especially since I've never thought much about it. Needless to say, blogged about it.
But; I do miss you.
The merriment,
over our barbie doll games.
Right up till primary 5.
The camps we went to together,
proudly as cousins.
P6 camp, was our last together.
The visits around your estate to mark out the cutest dogs around.
Our fair share of fun whilst putting on a "twins" act.
Our pleads for stayovers.
My jealousy in how you could always swing so high.
Your jealousy in how I could monkey bar.
And eventually, I could swing high
and you could monkey bar.
Never once we argued, till that day.
No words of anger were shot, just my comment, and your tantrum.
That brought it all.
Sorry.
However, why had you gone and tell jieping?
Made it seem my fault, or both Audrey's and mine?
Not yours?
What's with that hurtful comment just upon seeing us?
"Oh, they're here"
I suppose I'll take the blame if that's what you want.
Just read the whole post again and you'll see much irony.
If you don't remember, it was from CNY.
A whole year.
I miss you, and our laughter.
DANCED- 3:21 PM